July 2010
34 posts
hate.
Fuck you get out of my face I really don’t care go away leave me alone I don’t like you stop texting me don’t call me that get out goodbye go to hell screw you I hate you.
But oh, I love you.
You're fucking up again.
And I’d tell you so, but you never listened to me anyway.
September.
We learn as babies to do whatever we can for attention. It’s funny how we can understand that just by crying, our parents will drop everything they’re doing and run to our side. To comfort us and make sure we’re okay.
We had been grouped together since before kindergarden had even begun. Her parents, my grandparents, brought together by something as simple as the winter...
I hate people
Who don’t think before they speak always reacting to the slightest thing like a match thrown into a woodpile, igniting the closest thing and trying to start a fire out of just a flame because they feel the need to cause an uproar.
It really pisses me off.
sometimes i wish i could sleep forever.
sometimes I have this dream where everything is perfect and nobody ever gets hurt and we all treat eachother as if they were not only our friends but our brothers and our sisters and nobody ever died because there was no disease and nobody lied because everyone knew everything about everyone and there was no need to try to be anything you werent because everyone loved you for you, for who you were...
There's an app for that.
“I’ll pick up the world and drop it on your motherfucking head”
It's 2:05 AM
And I’m not tired feel like I need to get these words out before they transpire from my head, seems like lately all I do is write the first thing that comes to mind no meaning no feeling just words flowing endlessly onto a page made of pixels and other digital-y things, this probably won’t change your life in some mindblowing way but that’s not what I’m trying to do.
See,...
“On the oracle in my chest, let the guitar scream like a fascist, sweat it out,...”
I am
Excitable happy sometimes upset occasionally always optimistic sometimes with a side of pessisim never boring at times irritated depressed lonely yet friendly open honest and true
I am
corageous weak strong thoughtful thoughtless shy outgoing always hopeful nervous confident ugly pretty hideous beautiful loving uncaring
I am everything and nothing all in one
& I cannot be explained in...
There's a spider in my shower.
D:
“You’re only as tall as your heart will let you be, and you’re only...”
– Nevershoutnever
dear father.
I hate you. Why don’t you understand that? You can’t get pissed off and walk out of my life for three years and then call up like nothing ever happened and try to pick up where we left off.
Fuck you.
I need something to break.
and see she flies, and she is everywhere.
I wish I had wings. How cool would it be to fly away like a bird and never worry about exactly where you were going, because as long as you flew higher than the trees you could see everything and never be lost.
If I was a bird I’d fly to you, you know. And i’d land outside your window and sing you a song. And if you ignored me still, I’d sing louder, until you looked out the...
“All you touch and all you see
is all your life will ever be.”
caught in the endless sound.
aim? Sure let’s be friends.
xendlesslights
I don’t bite…..
Hard.
“I would kill myself, but it’d hurt too much.”
and when it's dark enough, you can see the stars.
It’s 1:28 in the morning. Am I crazy to be awake, or am I awake because i’m crazy?
Who knows, and who cares?
All I know is I wish could run away. But I have nowhere/no one to run away to.
Lifes a shitty thing like that, isn’t it?
I wish the stars were out tonight. But it’s raining, which means the moon isn’t out either.
The stars bring me comfort, you know....
“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
– The perks of being a wallflower
What if.
What if, we could take back every single thing we’d ever said or done that hurt someone we care about? What if there was a world free of judgement and stereotype, where everyone lived freely on the very same land and we all were equal, not just by law but in one anothers eyes? What if we could live without regret and never worry about hurting someone else, because by some way of magical or...
“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t...”
thoughts from another restless mind?
haithere :3
i’m completely and totally new to this site in case you couldnt tell. [but then again, if you couldnt tell then you’re completely stupid. :)]
I’ll try to put stuff up regularly, but thats not a promise at all.
If you find me extremely boring, blame Jacob.
He’s the one who started this all.
:]